Monday, August 15, 2016
Starting Over And Leaving Something Behind
One way to get the most out of life is to look upon it as an adventure. William Feather
Starting over means different things to different people. What does starting over mean to you...some monumental, life changing, fearful transformation in your miserable life? It may be all of that...but not necessarily. Starting over can be involved in any number of scenarios from minor to serious, depending upon the situation and your ability to take action.
We start over dozens of times every day and don't even know we're doing it. You're looking for the cereal aisle in the grocery store and take a wrong turn. Start over. You take the wrong book off the shelf, put it back, and start over. It can be as simple as changing your mind about something...anything. Some call it going back to square one. So we have a lot of practice starting over in non-threatening situations where the consequences are not life changing.
The only way around is through. Robert Frost
But some situations are thrust upon you, like loss of a job, a loved one, money, your health, an important relationship, etc. It might even involve a broken heart you think will never heal. You didn't cause any of it to happen, and you can delude yourself into thinking it didn't happen. But you know it did. And if you want to survive, you have to get through it. You have to do something. You have to get up and start over.
And suddenly you just know it's time to start something new and trust the magic of beginning. Meister Eckhart.
Sometimes the choice to start over is one you make within yourself to move from the status quo to a different path, like choosing the marry, move to another city, pursue a dream, etc. But it all involves starting over from your own conscious desires or being given a new direction. You may have a restless feeling inside, like there's something you need to do, but you don't yet know what it is. Years ago, I was working as a waitress, and for a long time I had that feeling. Then one day at work I heard a voice in my head say, "You have to work in the mental health field." I was totally flabbergasted by that bizarre idea. I knew nothing about it, and had no credentials for such an endeavor. But it kept pushing me. So I moved to a new path and started over. I was scared, but I went back to school, and ended up working many happy years in the mental health field. You will know when it's time to change the path you're on and choose a new one.
You don't need a new day to start over. You only need a new mindset. Hazel Hira Ozbek
No matter what the reason for change, there may be some confusion, fear of the unknown, lack of confidence in your own ability, a situation that seems impossible, anything that could hold you back. If this happens, accept those feelings as quite normal, clear your mind, and begin moving forward with a new beginning. If you need emotional help, find someone you trust for help and support...family, friend, counselor. It's wise anyway to voice your thoughts and feelings. This helps clarify your situation and give you the confidence you need. If you're in a situation that can't be changed, you don't have to be controlled by it. It's part of your life, but not all of your life. Your task now is to put some emotional space between you and the situation, and add something new in your life just for you.
Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can. Arthur Ashe
Starting over always involves letting go of something and embracing something new. What is there you no longer want or need in your life? What are you ready to release? Write down where you've been, where you are now, and where you want to go...and what you'll need to get there. Then begin releasing what you don't want, and start over on your new path. Believe in yourself. Trust yourself. You have the ability to create whatever you want. Go for it.
I wish you happy days ahead.